English to Greek Art/Literary Poetry & Literature

Καλά δεν έχω καταλάβει ΤΙΠΟΤΑ. Αν μπορεί κάποιος, ας προσπαθήσει να μου εξηγήσει τουλάχιστον (όχι να μου μεταφράσει) τη φράση μεταξύ **.

She turned back into the porch. For an instant she looked down at her clenched fist; the freckles, the pale skin, the arthritic knuckles. She was tempted to put the paper down on the faded wicker table. She was tempted to ease the fraught, crushed centre and spread the paper gently outwards; she was tempted to smooth back into its first, square, handkerchief shape. She was tempted. But then those fragments so purposely crushed by her might still exude unimaginable memories; in fact, some small portion of beak or skull might still remain undamaged, intact - then this little exercise, this spontaneous second of exorcism that had happened up there by the box-room window, in the dark full dusty heat of the afternoon, that second, would like some eager tributary resume its course, regain its vigour, **and an act of purposeful banishment might become a fresh proposal of intriguing pain and restless doubts all demanding reconsideration**.

Αυτή η τύπισσα, τέλος πάντων, ξέσπασε πάνω σ' ένα πουλάκι, που το παρομοιάζει με ένα χαρτάκι. Η αλλοφροσύνη, βέβαια, ξεκινάει από το "...then this little exercise,..."
Τέλος πάντων, όποια προσπάθεια θα εκτιμηθεί ιδιαιτέρως.
Ευχαριστώ πολύ, παιδιά.